Chapter 34: EP.34 Losing Virginity = Pleasure (18+)
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EP.34 Losing Virginity = Pleasure
’Hnnngh?!♡ A-again, I’m cumming?!!! ♡’
Squelch! Squelch! Squelch! Squelch! Squelch!
With my brother pounding me without pause, I couldn’t keep my mind straight. Unlike yesterday, I didn’t lose myself just from the smell of his cock, and I was slowly opening up from the gentle start, but now, with his rough thrusts, I was writhing in a mix of pain and pleasure.
’It’s my first time, but I’m cumming again?!! ♡ I’m cummingggg ♡ I’m cummiiingggg ♡’
It was my first time taking a man’s cock, and even when I masturbated, I was too scared to put anything deep inside. So being penetrated this deeply for the first time was incredibly painful, and I was still hurting, but the pleasure I was feeling for the first time was so overwhelming, I couldn’t even understand what I was feeling.
’It hurts, but it feels good♡ It hurts, but it feels good♡’
Even when it hurt, whenever his cock hit my cervix, a wave of pleasure would wash over me. In this mix of pain and pleasure, I instinctively wrapped my legs around my brother’s waist, holding him tight so he couldn’t pull out. The biggest reason I felt this way was because, like my mother Jihee, I was an extreme masochist. I could feel pleasure from pain, even enjoy being degraded, and my pussy would drip just from that. Even the pain of losing my virginity was, to some extent, pleasurable.
But I didn’t know that about myself. Until now, I’d thought my sexual tastes were normal. Even when I watched porn, I only watched normal stuff and thought SM was abnormal, so I never sought it out. I convinced myself that being turned on by my brother’s underwear was just because women are naturally attracted to men’s scent, so I thought my tastes were normal.
But my body was honest. I always masturbated in a normal way, so my body, craving masochistic sensations, was never satisfied, and that’s why my libido never felt sated. I didn’t know this, so I used to think I just had a high sex drive.... Masturbating with my brother’s underwear only barely satisfied the part of me I didn’t understand, so I never realized it until now. But the pleasure-pain I was feeling now was showing me what kind of woman I really was.