Chapter 41
ASHER
It all happened in a flash. One moment, I was having a conversation with Anna and the next thing I knew, she was being hefted onto an ambulance headed for the hospital, leaving a pool of her blood on the cobblestones.
My head spun when they wheeled her on a gurney into the theatre. I had thought my blurry vision was due to stress and my tumor until I wiped my eyes and found my palms smeared with actual tears. That was over four hours ago.
What’s taking so long? Why hasn’t anyone told me anything? Is surgery supposed to take this long or is it a bad sign? My fingers are still ice cold as I wait patiently outside the operating theatre. Anna’s blood is smeared all over my clothes and hands. Hard as I try, I can’t stop reliving the last few seconds before she pushed me in my head.
Why didn’t I turn around the second I heard a strange voice? Maybe I could have blocked Iman’s attack. Even if I hadn’t succeeded, I would be the one in there now not Anna. What the hell was she thinking when she pushed me away to take the hit herself? She already lost her father. Does she have a death wish?
"Stupid girl." I mutter through gritted teeth. "Is this your idea of making me indebted to you? You could have just blackmailed me or begged me for money. Why the hell would you put your life on the line like that? I am the one with a short life expectancy and billionaire parents. I am the one that fool wanted to hurt. What were you trying to prove by getting in the way?"
I bury my hands in my hair and pull. I hate feeling like this. I don’t want anyone’s pity or favors. Anna shouldn’t have added to my trauma like this. How am I supposed to forget this night?
My phone continues to buzz in my pocket. To distract myself, I pick it up for the first time and realize it’s Nessa. She has called severally and sent a couple of nudes to my phone. I feel nothing but anger as I read her desperate text messages. Angrily, I shove my phone back in my pocket and cover my face with my hands.
Do I call the boys? Won’t father and mother get suspicious if they all left the house tonight? I have no freaking idea what to do.
I don’t even know if Anna is going to make it. How am I going to handle it if doctor Ezra informs me that Anna has passed? I don’t even know anything about her or her family besides the sob story she told me in the car regarding her late father.
I definitely can’t call Demi. She’ll freak out and because she knows I hate her and have been onto her, she might accuse me of intentionally trying to kill her friend and try to scratch my eyes out. It will be too dramatic and lord knows I can’t deal with anymore drama tonight.