Chapter 109 - 107
An Yu lowered his head thinking about what Feng Shihan said and bit his lips to the point they had turned pale.
He takes good care of the people under him and he came along and betrayed him.
He understood when he said "Being a older brother is a drag.." Always taking care and sacrificing, always having to be the bigger person. No ever bothered to ask them how they felt, they always assumed they were fine with anything.
"Then...in my next life I want to be your older brother..."
"..."
Feng Shihan blinked and turned to look at An Yu, being an older brother might be a drag sometimes but he loved being someone’s older brother, he loved being there to care and protect the people he cared for.
"No, I want to continue being an older brother in my next life. What I want is a better childhood. Taking care of Shiyan was an wasn’t a difficult task, sure there were times were I had to sacrifice and be the bigger person but I did all that so he could learn and grow to be a better person. There were times when I let him cry, when I met him get hurt, so he could see that life wasn’t like a fairytale book. Reality is harsh and cruel, I think he understands that now. He doesn’t come running to his big brother whenever he has a problem now.."
Feng Shihan decided to make some wife cakes, coconut buns and almond cookies.
"You’re amazing.."
Rong Shihua breathed out as she stared at Feng Shihan, even though things had turned out well she was too scared to know the kind of sacrifices he went through.
"I’m just Feng Shihan.."