Chapter 85: You left(2)
Her eyes turned red as tears swelled up.
"Shihan...you’ve grown, so much so much.."
"You finally remembered you had other children? She’s a splitting image of you, the daughter you always wanted I’m glad you got what you were looking for.."
"No Shihan it’s not like that, I left because I wanted to protect you and brother, I tried so many times to leave, they wouldn’t let me leave, they threatened to take the 3 of you away if I ever thought of leaving so I could only wait. Ive tried my best to get in touch, the beauty salon you usually take your wife too, I’m the owner, we’ve talked but you didn’t recognize my voice, I never wanted you and your brother to grow up this way.."
"You left me to suffer, a part of you wanted to leave, why didn’t you take us along. Shiyan can’t remember your face, he doesn’t know what his mother looks like, he doesn’t even know your name.."
"So this is Mum huh?"
Feng Shiyan scrolled to the couch and sat down a smile on his face.
"S-shiyan...forgive mother.."
"I have nothing against you...seeing the situation of my father anyone would want to leave, I totally understand that, I had my elder brother to take care of me so I never really cared about having a mother, the one you should be apologizing to is my brother, because you left him to take whips mercilessly from our father, you forced a 6 year old kid to grow up, you made him miss his childhood, you caused him to have a mental illness, you made him suffer for 23 years. I don’t think I’m the one you need to be apologizing to.."
Xia Yuya stood up and ran to meet Feng Shihan holding his hand.
"I’m so sorry I didn’t know what to do, I was a young woman who didn’t have the power to fight herself and her children. I didn’t know I thought your grandfather would protect you both, I’m so sorry I’ve failed as a mother, the last 23 years I’ve stayed up late wondering if you have eaten or if you both were okay, I wondered if there was someone kissing you good night, I’m sorry I’m wasn’t strong enough to protect you, I’m sorry I missed your childhood. I promised you I’d come back I’m so sorry it took me 23 years to come back. I didn’t get to see my little boys run around my feet..."