Prologue
Prologue
Her name is Yoo Han-na, and she is 24 years old. She is slightly taller than 170 cm, with a full B-cup bust and a slender, elongated body. She also has a younger brother named Yoo Han-young.
From now on, I will describe the process of Yoo Han-na falling into a state of being less than human.
It started when I was 21 years old and had my first experience with a boyfriend. After we broke up, I began to masturbate alone at home. I watched erotic videos, and for the first time, I saw SM videos. Initially, I watched out of curiosity, but they were so shocking that I turned them off immediately.
However, parts of those shocking videos kept replaying in my mind, and from then on, I couldn't stop thinking about those scenes. By the time I was a third-year university student in Seoul, after retaking my exams, I had already become deeply involved in SM.
Watching videos of men trampling and humiliating women, imagining myself being violated and abused, always made me wet. I learned more about SM and fantasized about being subjected to it while masturbating. I would roughly penetrate myself and imagine being raped by men, sometimes even tying myself up with ropes.
I bought adult toys and tried them out, gradually increasing the intensity as I watched more SM videos. I did daring things like opening my window naked in my second-floor studio apartment, watching people pass by, because I craved the thrill of being seen.
In the past, such actions would have been unimaginable, but by then, I had become extremely lascivious in secret. I needed someone's gaze, and the excitement of possibly being caught was exhilarating.
As time passed, I couldn't satisfy myself with just exposure. I needed something more stimulating. I no longer watched videos but relied solely on my imagination. To get more stimulation, I used anonymous chat apps to receive degrading insults while masturbating.
I even went out in public, following missions from anonymous men, walking around with my vaginal fluids dripping down my thighs and knees, waiting for it to get dark. I was in a state of intense excitement, trembling with anticipation until the sun set.
However, the more stimulation I received, the more I craved. It was like driving a car without brakes, accelerating endlessly. Within days, I became bolder, wearing lighter clothing and often going without underwear.