Chapter 106
"Will I make a good queen? Up to this point, I’ve made many rash decisions that led to me being in trouble but the only way my voice could be heard was by rebelling. I’m sure there will be a lot of people in the north who will not view me as their queen and listen to my words. I need to start making better decisions and be ahead of everyone. Isn’t that right?" Amelia questioned Loki as he laid on her large chair.
Loki yawned as he was bored with her conversation. Why worry about people when you could just eat them?
"Killian was right that instead of lazing around I should have run straight to create the truce. He knows what to do right away and as his wife, I will need to know what to do without him having to tell me. I’m scared you know. All I’ve ever wanted was a chance to be a queen and now that it is here, I’m scared. What if I am not an excellent ruler? What if my dream to sit on a throne was pointless?"
Amelia was normally confident but she could not ignore the possibility of failing.
"I hope I can blossom into a beautiful queen quickly. Side note, I need to have Gina bring my coats from the storage so I can have them packed up. I would love to know why demons are living in a cold area. Shouldn’t they love fire or something? I hope it is warm as many of my clothes are for warm weather," Amelia said.
She looked at the pile of clothes she picked out herself to be packed up for the north. Since Killian was okay with her frequenting this castle from time to time, she was leaving some of her things behind. Ones that weren’t important in case someone found their way into her room and tried to destroy something.
"I need to look for my mother’s diary. I wonder if Leonard has made any progress looking for it. The tower should have been cleaned enough from the ashes for me to go inside. He should be able to find it considering he loved my mother. That was quite a shock but then again why wouldn’t he be in love with her? No one compared her beauty, her personality, and how smart she was. It was surprising the women my father decided to have an affair with."
Amelia didn’t see how her father went from her mother to someone like Annabelle and then expected her mother would be jealous.
"I would strangle the hell out of your master if he brings anyone around me to be his mistress. Since you have chosen to be by my side, you should help me kill him if he is ever foolish enough to cheat on me. Wait," Amelia turned around to look at the wolf lazing around. "You are not a spy for Killian, right? You won’t go back and repeat everything I am saying right? Not that I care as I have made it pretty clear to him I would kill him if he takes a mistress. I just do not like traitors."