Chapter 145 - 144: Rightfully Protecting You
"We will take it upon ourselves to bear the burden!"
Qin Liuxi stared at Mrs. Wang somewhat dazedly, feeling an unfamiliar sensation in her chest, something indescribable, a sour and swelling emotion, very alien to her.
"Is Mother saying I’m wrong?" she asked with pursed lips. Where did she go wrong? Was it a mistake to speak the truth?
Mrs. Wang looked at her, as bewildered and dismayed as a little lost puppy, and sighed again.
Qin Liuxi left home at the age of five. The only time they had spent together was before she turned five. During those years, after losing a son and feeling as desolate as a withered tree, she was fortunate to have another. Fearing he would share the same fate as her firstborn, she became overly cautious and protective of him, inevitably neglecting Qin Liuxi who was merely three years older.
Indeed, there was not much interaction or affection between them. If Qin Liuxi did not understand certain emotions, how could she claim to understand them all herself?
No matter how composed and calm this child may appear, she is still just a girl who has recently come of age, growing up through her own explorations.
Mrs. Wang stepped forward to take Qin Liuxi’s hand and led her towards her own courtyard, saying, "To say you’re wrong is not entirely true. You’re simply used to being open-minded and carefree. Nobody has instilled these conventional filial rites and rules into you."
"Xixi, I’ve observed your behavior on usual days. As a person from the Mystic Sect, you wouldn’t normally be bound by worldly constraints, carefree and unrestrained. However, in Da Feng, our great-grandfather established the nation with filial piety. In the secular world, especially within prominent families, filial rites and rules are of utmost importance. Just like how you talked back to your grandmother earlier, it would indeed attract criticism if word got out. The stigma of being unfilial is something no one dares to shoulder, regardless of their high status; no one would dare to be tainted with the dishonor of un-filiality."
Qin Liuxi remained silent. Was she truly unfilial?
"Have you considered that your grandmother is quite advanced in age and not in the best of health? What if your words vex her into some misfortune, if she becomes ill or faints because of it? Could you then shake off the stain of being unfilial?"
Immediately, Qin Liuxi replied, "Mother, rest assured, I am a Daoist doctor, and my medical skills are excellent. Even if she is vexed by me, I will not let anything serious happen to her."