Chapter 216.3
He went to the healing center and complained to Collete that it was not what they were thinking, but she only turned blue in the face, shook her head at Jean’s words, and before he knew it, she had disappeared from the fixed quarters.
Perhaps Collete had gone to Aria’s place. Perhaps Collete had given up on their mediocre existence and gone to Aria to ask for protection.
Unable to stand still, Jean dragged his freshly healed leg and chased after Collete, who was about to abandon him.
The “feelings” that welled up inside him reminded Jean of a dream he had not understood.
“No… that was… him.”
Jean made a promise. He wanted to be recognized by the Collete and the talented ones, and he hoped that they would not leave him.
To that end, he offered everything he had to the [white woman] who appeared in his dream.
Jean was so moved by her temporary feelings of jealousy that he sold his soul to the Devil.
Then, what was [I] who was watching [him] do it?
Who was the [me] that [I] was watching it with the memories of when I was still alive as a human being?