Chapter 527 has always been him
"I once thought of having a child with you, but your mother made it clear to me more than once that you just hadn’t grown tired of me yet, so it would be best not to have a child enter the picture, as it could be complicated to deal with later on," Yan Shixiu told Shi Lan, "Although those things are in the past, they were quite hurtful at the time."
Shi Lan hadn’t expected that these kinds of issues were tangled up in the situation. She bowed her head and thought for a moment, then looked up at Yan Shixiu and said, "I really didn’t want kids back then, but it wasn’t because of you."
"I know, I know all that now."
"I was just afraid that I would become like that woman, cold-blooded and heartless towards my own child, afraid I’d inherit her genes. But her not wanting me to have children was because she feared that once I got pregnant, the power of the Shi Family would fall into the hands of outsiders, and even more that you would gain more in the future." After Shi Lan spoke, she took Yan Shixiu’s hand, "You understand me well by now. I fear losing my freedom, and I never wanted to be a mother, but meeting you, I now think it might be fun to give it a try, right?"
"Also, I don’t care at all about that woman’s well-being, so why bother with what she says? In the Shi Family, the housekeeper’s parrots are closer to me than her, how can she have the audacity to dictate what you do?"
Having said this, Shi Lan took Yan Shixiu’s hand and hurried back to their own home.
"What’s going on?"
"Let’s go home and make a baby!"
Yan Shixiu laughed upon hearing this, pulling Shi Lan along and saying, "Preparing for pregnancy isn’t as simple as you think. Besides, An Lan’s health is now many times frailer than before. Now is not the time, let’s recuperate a bit more first."
"Preparing for pregnancy is complicated, since when do you know that?"
"I’ve read about it before, but ultimately, never mentioned it to you."
"If you had mentioned it, I would definitely have agreed," Shi Lan huffed, "What does that woman count for? Back in the Shi Family days, who was closer to me than you?"
