Chapter 516: I am not that fragile
Si Boyi gave Si Xiaohui one last glare before turning and walking out. Zhang Lijuan followed him, thinking to herself: she hadn’t made a mistake in marrying him, Boyi always had her and their child at heart.
"Mom, what should we do now?" Si Xiaohui sat dumbfounded on the bed edge, truly at a loss this time.
Lin Fengying closed her eyes, her voice weak, "With me in this state, who can I manage? You heard what your second brother just said. He doesn’t want to deal with you anymore. Don’t hold the wedding, just go get the marriage certificate and move in together! I’m tired and can’t take anymore fuss."
Now, as Lin Fengying thought back on her past actions, regret began to creep into her heart.
From her first visit to Kyoto, the sudden wealth and envy had intoxicated her mind, making her indulgent in the luxurious life outside, making her forget her former life.
She just wanted to live a better life. She was so sure of her grace as a mother, having raised three kids all by herself, that she misbehaved relentlessly. In the end, she drove away her son and ruined her good life.
Lin Fengying realized that if she continues this, she may lose her younger son too. She considered dying this time, but she no longer had the courage to follow through.
"Mom, I didn’t have a reception for my first wedding, and now again for the second. What kind of marriage am I even getting into?" Si Xiaohui asked unwillingly.
"With me in this state, what else do you think I can do?" Lin Fengying asked back, "Do you really want your second brother to dump me at the entrance of your butcher shop?"
Si Xiaohui choked on her words, unable to find a reply for a while. After some time she muttered, "I do have brothers, why should mom be involved in marriage?"