Chapter 1 - Prologue
'My life is boring.'
I thought when I was 14 years old.
I wanted an exciting life...
I've been an orphan pretty much since I was born. I don't even know who my parents are... They abandoned me near the orphanage a few weeks after I came into this world.
There's nothing special about me, not even my name, Cole, which just means black. How special is that? Did they even think about it?
When I turned 16 years old, I developed a hobby of reading novels.
When I started reading, it was just to pass the time, but novels are more entertaining than I thought, and I got hooked. Ever since then, I've been reading novels whenever I have the time.
Whenever I'm reading, I get this feeling that something inside me is being filled, and emotions that I really don't understand or feel normally overwhelms me.
And those emotions made me think that maybe, this life is still worth living...
Don't get me wrong, though, I was not planning to kill myself.
It's just that I was so bored in the past that I thought dying might not be that bad...