Chapter 76 Escape Plan
Two Belster trainees, a pilot and a scientific researcher, such a personnel configuration undoubtedly provided absolute convenience for the escape.
But for Suwan, from running away alone to running away with four people, she inevitably has more concerns. Angela and she are both Belster students, both of them have the ability to protect themselves. Parker is Angela's responsibility, and Suwan doesn't need to worry about the two of them. Suwan is mainly worried about Zoe. As a scientific researcher, Zoe is under the most stringent protection. Suwan is actually not willing for Zoe to take risks with her. When facing unpredictable dangers, Suwan may not be able to take care of himself, so how can he protect Zoe? Suwan is even more afraid that after leaving the safe zone with her, Zoe's feelings for her will be worn away because of the dangerous and difficult life afterwards.
Suwan was afraid that Zoe would regret it.
This is not wishful thinking. Suwan plays the role of a protector, so she naturally has to think long-term and consider every aspect carefully. If Suwan were wandering and adventuring alone, she could be more unscrupulous, but with Zoe to protect, she has an extra sense of responsibility.
She was afraid that she couldn't bear the responsibility.
"Zoe, you and I are going to find my parents, but what about your family?" For example, whether Zoe's family would be implicated after she ran away with her, Suwan had to take all these into consideration.
Zoe was a little surprised: "Avi, this is the first time you asked about me."
It seems to be true. As an independent beauty, Suwan always feels that others can handle their personal affairs as well as she does, so she never asks too much about Zoe's life. Now she asks about Zoe's family. In Zoe's view, this shows that Suwan cares about her more, so Zoe is very happy. However, when her family is mentioned, Zoe becomes depressed again: "Avi, you know that as a researcher, I have been under close surveillance in order to avoid leaking scientific research information. After the scandal broke out, it was too late for me to find a chance to call home. It has become an abandoned city." Zoe didn't say more, but Suwan already understood that Zoe's parents were most likely dead, and Zoe had kept this matter in her heart and never told Suwan.
Zoe has lost contact with her parents, and Suwan is her only hope. Only by holding on to Suwan can she maintain her confidence in this terrible world. If something happens to Suwan, Zoe will probably collapse.
Suwan felt very guilty. She put all her focus on getting away from the rescue team, and lacked the necessary care for the injured Angela and Zoe who lost contact with her parents. Was she really too selfish?
Seeing Suwan's conflicted expression, Zoe reached out and stroked Suwan's long hair, looking at her gently: "Avi, don't blame yourself. Nothing is more important than your life right now."