Chapter 69 Selfish
It is difficult for ordinary people to survive in the end times because their power is too weak.
Because they are weak, they fear and envy the strong. In order to survive, everyone will do whatever it takes, so it is natural that the dark side of human nature will burst out without restraint. This world no longer distinguishes between good and evil, and abiding by those rules will not allow them to survive. Survival is the most important thing. When everyone is dominated by the dark side, doing evil becomes the trend of survival.
Suwan had thought about what would happen if she were an ordinary person.
Of course she would be scared. If Suwan were an ordinary person, she would have the same emotions as an ordinary person, timid, panicky, and full of doubts, but she would definitely try her best to survive with her family, even if it means hurting others.
Even if it hurts others. This shouldn't be the thought of a Belster, but Suwan has such a thought now. Saving people is their mission, but the family members that Suwan really wants to save are nowhere to be found. Everyone wants to live by any means, but the rescue team is always on the road of saving people, lingering on the edge of the abyss of death.
When Suwan saw the student being surrounded and eaten by zombies, his dark side slowly erupted.
Suwan almost experienced death by being eaten by zombies. She knew how painful that would be, and if she continued to carry out rescue missions, she would end up like this sooner or later.
Suwan didn't want to save anyone anymore. What did these people have to do with her? She went to Belster to escape from that rigid family, for her freedom, to be able to do what she wanted. Saving the survivors was her duty as Belster, but how could she do it willingly? If she wasn't careful, her life would be lost. She wasn't that great. She was just a selfish little person who couldn't save the world. She just pushed a survivor off the plane with her own hands.
Suwan had her own calculations in mind, and she had different thoughts when she looked at each person. The best time to leave was when the rescue mission was carried out. Looking at Instructor Oviso, Suwan thought it would be best if Instructor Oviso did not participate in their mission at that time, otherwise it would hinder her departure. When looking at Mike, Suwan had some doubts about him. She was not sure whether Mike would help her or report her if he found out about her plan. When looking at the woman and the child, Suwan thought of her family again. Although her father and mother expressed their love in different ways, they always treated her as a child who needed protection. At the same time, Suwan really hoped that she would be a survivor like the woman and the child, so that she could avoid danger and go to a safe city.