Chapter 184-1
[Part 1/4]
It hurts. It hurts so bad. Even as everything goes blurry, I can still feel the pain.
This is suffering. It's like torture. Like being in hell. Like punishment for something I did wrong. But no, it's not fair or something that can be fixed. In a strange way, it almost feels like comfort, like I'm just lost in my own thoughts... maybe even stuck in this sad way of thinking...
'Here we go again. You always say that.'
"...?"
A voice whispers from somewhere, sounding tired and annoyed. It's not that guy. It's not the cursed god. Not even some dumb spider. Then... who is it?
"Who...?"
I search through the void. In the emptiness, not even dark, just empty. I struggle, trying to find them. To meet them. Just to see them once.
I search. I keep searching. But I can't find them. I don't know where are they. I feel uneasy. Time's running out.