Chapter 1047 - Chapter 1047 Chapter 1049 Hidden Worries (5)
Chapter 1047: Chapter 1049 Hidden Worries (5) Chapter 1047: Chapter 1049 Hidden Worries (5) To be honest, when she saw that scene, she was not as composed as Lu Weixi had been when she first encountered Qin Zhiyou and Fang Rushuang together.
In an instant, Cai Yiren felt as though she had returned to the past. Back when Lu Weixi and Qin Zhigu were dating, it wasn’t always chaotic; one was willful, the other accommodating. More often, they were either round the computer or each holding a book. You read your book, I do my design, without bothering each other. Or there would be interactions, each offering suggestions to the other. Sometimes, Lu Weixi would start with a concept, sketch the initial draft, and create the framework, with the later details expanded and perfected by Qin Zhigu.
In those days, Lu Weixi was impulsive but quick-witted. Qin Zhigu’s personality was calm and steady; he could bring back her wildly imaginative concepts to the most reasonable design possibilities. Even though the current Lu Weixi had become much more stable and had learned to collaborate, learning to coexist with other designers, Qin Zhigu could still provide her with a lot of professional advice.
It was usually at these times that Cai Yiren felt excluded from their interactions. She knew herself; she and Lu Weixi had been in the same school since elementary, and throughout elementary and middle school it wasn’t too bad; she was hardworking and Lu Weixi was smart, but their academic results were not too far apart. However, in high school, the gap between their grades grew larger and larger. Although she also got into N University on her own merits, unlike Qin Zhiyou who feigned weakness, she had performed above and beyond, barely making it by the skin of her teeth.
But even after getting in, she had to study hard and constantly strive to keep up with the pace, unlike Lu Weixi, who thought every day about how to have fun and create trouble, yet shone when it came to designing. She and Qin Zhigu could talk endlessly; back then when they applied to study abroad, had it not been for the Bai family’s crisis, they would have definitely got full scholarships without any issue. Unlike her, who wanted to study in America but couldn’t even pass the GRE, not to mention securing any scholarship.
It was envy, jealousy, and hatred. Why did some people get to have it all from birth? A smart mind, beautiful looks, a wealthy family, and admirably devoted boys. She had struggled for so many years, cried, fought, and including now, even tried to imitate Lu Weixi by marrying Qin Zhigu’s cousin, he still didn’t care about her at all.