Chapter 196: Badly shaken
Before giving birth to Kylian, Marita already set her goal of forever keeping her child away from the twisted shadows of Rupert, and to make sure of that, she had opted to live in isolation forever, far from the big towns like Westport or Eastport, so that his men would never be able to track her.
Living in hiding was hard for an unmarked omega like her, but Marita fought resiliently against the odds of society, bearing her serene smile always as her biggest strength. And the only person who was the live witness of her core struggle to restart life was Granny Elma.
From her employer, she soon became more than family to Marita as she started to look at her as her own mother.
When Kylian was born inheriting the breathtaking beauty and charm of his mother, Marita couldn’t help but sob her heart out on that day, hugging her little boy tightly to her chest.
Every time she would glance at her innocent child’s face, she felt an immense surge of guilt inside for all the times she tried to abort the baby on its own, intentionally eating the forbidden wild berries that were strictly prohibited from consuming for omegas during pregnancy.
But at such a young age when she ran away from the Godwin mansion, just thinking about giving birth to that monster’s child would leave painful shivers to crawl down her spine, and thus she foolishly attempted eating those wild berries a few times, hoping to the baby would die on its own in her belly.
But no one could change their predestined fate...and thus, when she failed all of her attempts she had to come to terms with the fact that she had to give birth.
But after all those months of carrying him in her womb, now, looking at her newborn child’s face when Kylian clutched her finger for the first time with his tiny trembling hands, Marita couldn’t stop those guilt-stricken tears from streaming down her cheeks, despite Granny Elma patting her shoulder to help her calm down.
On that day when she hugged that innocent child tight, she had vowed to raise him with all her heart, and by giving him all the love in this world that a child should deserve. Th child which she didn’t want in the first place became her only reason of living very quickly, and thus, Marita devoted her everything to raising her Kyle as a wise person.