Chapter 29: What Is Happening To Me?
"T-This can’t be true...I must be hallucinating...T-This can’t be true..."
While Kylian was shaking and mumbling to himself, while covering his ears, the sight clearly made Zenith realize that Kylian had retrieved the memories from last night. However, watching him in that shocked state let him feel a bit down as he urged him, "First calm down, and sit here on the bed. I think you have remembered everything that has happened now."
"No...T-This is impossible..." While Kylian continued repeating his words in disbelief, he realized once again that his back hole was starting to get wet again...as if just reliving those passionate moments with Zenith was making him lose control over his body again!
Riled up in shame and denial, he muttered aloud, "I was supposed to become an Alpha...I...had trained myself so hard to evolve into an Alpha...I won’t accept this damn transition...No way—"
~ "For how long will you deny the truth, Kylian? Shouldn’t it be the best for you now if you accept your reality and me as well?" Morpheus growled inside him this time, making Kylian’s heart pound with nervousness. His wolf’s voice sounded much more serious than last night when he continued.
~ "Even last night I had to take over your body otherwise you would’ve gotten gang raped by those wicked Alphas! But this supreme Alpha was kind enough to hold you...despite you weren’t sober. With his powerful pheromones, he has saved your life, otherwise your heat wouldn’t have subsided so soon. Even though he didn’t put it in you, but he had pleasured you for a long time until you passed out from exhaustion. So, shouldn’t you feel grateful to him, Kylian?"
"G-Grateful? To this fuckin’ asshole?" Kylian grunted aloud this time, being deeply agitated by Morpheus’ words as if he was too ashamed and broken to have his deep secret exposed before Zenith.
He swirled his teary ocean eyes at Zenith, before gritting his jaws, "What this bastard did to me was no different from what if those boys had attacked me! And...you’re saying I should be grateful to this jerk? You...You and this jerk are both fuckin’ psychos, Morpheus!
"I can’t understand why would I feel glad from being touched by this fuckin’ bully!? I hate people like him who find amusement in seeing others in pain! I should’ve better died last night if this would have to be my fate!!"
Watching Kylian getting devastated by his painful truth, Zenith wrapped his nightrobe before he stepped down from the bed. Feeling worried to see him crying and shivering so hard, he tried to hand him a glass of water first, "Here, drink this...you are too disturbed to think rationally now, Kylian—"
"SHUT UP!" But with a fervent yank, Kylian tossed the glass away from his hand, shattering it into countless pieces across the floor. Tears rolling down from his wretched ocean eyes were too painful for him to see, while Kylian grunted, "Don’t come near me anymore! I hate you so much that...I want to die right now!"